Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover....
Goodbye my friend....
You have been the one...
You have been the one for me...
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow ;(

^YOU^

Theres always something in the way...
Theres always something getting through....,
but it's not me,, it's You.... :)
Sometimes ignorance rings true..,
but hope is not in what i know,
it's not in me,,,, it's in You :)

It's all i know
I find peace when I'm confused..,
I find hope when
I'm let down..,
not in me ...,,
it's in you.. :)

I hope to lose myself for good...,
I hope to find it in the end..,
not in me,,,in You :)

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